My Life In Theory

I'm mad at the universe today, a friend of mine Justin, passed away a few days ago. gone at 25 a man who was on that cusp where in you know who you are, and have within you such a giving and good spirit that the world simply wont allow you to sit still. He died doing something he loved, Riding his bike no doubt enjoying the image of finishing chemo and starting his next quest. my head and heart hurts at the thought that i wont get to speak to him again, that my chance at knowing this amazing person for the rest of our life is gone. it just doesn't seem right because for all our talking, all our conversations, all our moments of understanding one another i never really made that jump. the one that says i want something more the one that tells a person with no decoder ring needed that they are one of the important people in your life. I hope you are in peace Justin, i hope what ever is after this world is treating you well, and that someday we can finish that conversation we sta...

My List To Do's for Life 1) Write a best seller 2) Win a Pulitzer 3) * See Silverchair live in concert 4) * See NIN live in concert 5) *Graduate college 6) Graduate from law school 7) Work for the LA Times / Ny Times 8) * Go to Australia 9) See The world 10) Drink tea in Japan 11) Move to NY 12) Visit every state in the United States 13) * See Brendan Fehr in person 14) * see Daniel Johns live and in person 15) Meet Anne Rice 16) Make a million dollars 17) Get out of La Verne 18) Get married before I'm 35 19) Be in two places at once 20) Meet the President (Not A Bush) 21) * Be nice to someone I don't like 22) * Witness a miracle 23) * Learn Armenian 24) Bungee jump 25) * Clime the Sydney harbor bridge 26) Rock Clime 27) *See Tool perform live 28) Surf in Hawaii 29) S...

So A Summer of Major Changes was had by all. Well at least me.. New location, new challenges and a new throbbing pain in my neck. One would think that by 23 I’d have a clue what my plan for the future actually is. But unfortunately my future isn't as pre-set as I’d of liked. Rather I still have a mountain of decisions to make and a millisecond to make them. Maybe someday I’ll figure out what I want but for now I’m set in a tingle to comfortable annoyance. Currently, I'm stuck at work on the last day of summer season, counting the minutes till the day is over. At which point I’ll have a whopping two day weekend due to Labor Day, yay!! Someone needs to inform college graduates that once they leave college they will be forced to forgo weekends, summer and basically any other holiday of fun in exchange for money. This evening should prove enjoyable, hitting the oc street fair with Crystal and jacklin and then heading over to NN's for a fun evening of Drunkennee goodness. well i...