My Life In Theory

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So tell me what do you think of my happy shopping excursion. one day off and all i have to show for it is new bedding, a foot rest and a new table for my tiny room, proving yet again how much i enjoy shopping and how much crap i can fit into my tiny room..

to know that you were always right, that the death of millions of your people was in fact a genocide, that life was lost and that the world might finally accept it as genocide. It's seems a bit silly doesn't it, for a country like Turkey so "Powerful" on the world stage to be so livid about admitting there crime from nearly 92 years ago. Why can't they simply admit to our pain, admit there mistake and then move on let the world find some peace. why cover one mistake with more blood shead. can someone explain it to me. because i for one simply don't understand. But at least today i know what it feels like to have my peoples pain and my history seen as truth rather then theory......

I'm mad at the universe today, a friend of mine Justin, passed away a few days ago. gone at 25 a man who was on that cusp where in you know who you are, and have within you such a giving and good spirit that the world simply wont allow you to sit still. He died doing something he loved, Riding his bike no doubt enjoying the image of finishing chemo and starting his next quest. my head and heart hurts at the thought that i wont get to speak to him again, that my chance at knowing this amazing person for the rest of our life is gone. it just doesn't seem right because for all our talking, all our conversations, all our moments of understanding one another i never really made that jump. the one that says i want something more the one that tells a person with no decoder ring needed that they are one of the important people in your life. I hope you are in peace Justin, i hope what ever is after this world is treating you well, and that someday we can finish that conversation we sta...

My List To Do's for Life 1) Write a best seller 2) Win a Pulitzer 3) * See Silverchair live in concert 4) * See NIN live in concert 5) *Graduate college 6) Graduate from law school 7) Work for the LA Times / Ny Times 8) * Go to Australia 9) See The world 10) Drink tea in Japan 11) Move to NY 12) Visit every state in the United States 13) * See Brendan Fehr in person 14) * see Daniel Johns live and in person 15) Meet Anne Rice 16) Make a million dollars 17) Get out of La Verne 18) Get married before I'm 35 19) Be in two places at once 20) Meet the President (Not A Bush) 21) * Be nice to someone I don't like 22) * Witness a miracle 23) * Learn Armenian 24) Bungee jump 25) * Clime the Sydney harbor bridge 26) Rock Clime 27) *See Tool perform live 28) Surf in Hawaii 29) S...

So A Summer of Major Changes was had by all. Well at least me.. New location, new challenges and a new throbbing pain in my neck. One would think that by 23 I’d have a clue what my plan for the future actually is. But unfortunately my future isn't as pre-set as I’d of liked. Rather I still have a mountain of decisions to make and a millisecond to make them. Maybe someday I’ll figure out what I want but for now I’m set in a tingle to comfortable annoyance. Currently, I'm stuck at work on the last day of summer season, counting the minutes till the day is over. At which point I’ll have a whopping two day weekend due to Labor Day, yay!! Someone needs to inform college graduates that once they leave college they will be forced to forgo weekends, summer and basically any other holiday of fun in exchange for money. This evening should prove enjoyable, hitting the oc street fair with Crystal and jacklin and then heading over to NN's for a fun evening of Drunkennee goodness. well i...

So for the handful of you that don't know I’m transferring jobs staying with wells Fargo but moving to a different location. I’ve known this time would come but honestly I didn't think I’d ever see it. My last day at my branch is just two days away. And then it's a new start. Leaving Glendale for Claremont . leaving my comfort zone, great friends, an awesome boss and service manager, and going to a place where I know like one person, and have no idea what to expect. A part of me is just waiting for it to really hit me, for the tears to flow and the big softy deep inside of me to show up. But I keep trying to hold it in. letting a few tears fall here and there when I really don't want them too and trying to pretend like this wont change anything. Even though it's going to change everything. I'm not used to leaving on good terms, to having people who are going to miss me. I’m used to leaving because I need out, because I’ve done all I can and have to try somethi...

This is Fransisco he likes to go on adventures First stop was breakfest at Moby Dicks on the pier in Santa barbara The museum that was way to expensive to go to Horse back riding Driving threw Los Padres National Forest w/ Lola Home again Home again

Hiking at Babara lake in Laguna beach with Julie, one of those fun rare times that make you remember that life is all about moments. Heres to the only natural lake in The OC.

Firday night was the Virginia, Julie and Suzanne are bored so lets go drinking day we also finally got to meet Joel. Nadia got engaged to Niyaz on Thursday so so we had a big shindig at the pub to celebrate on saturday, sunday was Crystals 25th birthday bruch yet another shindig, so my weekend was a orange county drunken blur just how i like them. I got my promotion at work i'll be going to banker training for 6 weeks in down town la and in theory then return to my branch but there is currently a battle in wells fargo over who will get this hot banker. Nick is finally leaving sears for orack which means a better job, better hours, benefits and most of all he wont have a desire to poke holes in the bottom of paper cups so his boss will get coffee on his shirt. I put 400 dollars worth of work on the camry so it's actually running like a car and not shaking. we had our anual audit this monday and got a 93% so we aced it yay us. Over all it's been a very nice productive week, ...

I have had the longest week ever a week of tests interviews meetings and dealing with drama. mostly i'm just exosted. all i want to do is stay in bed but seeing as that's not really an option, it's out of bed and off to work i go heres hoping i can swing a trip to the gym and a night of tv. -V

I feel so eck today. all I've done the past few days is sleep watch tv and try to recover. Oral surgury kinda blows just for the record. and most of my time is spent trying to heal up. In my next life i wanna have perfect teeth. K well thought i'd share. later readers -V

I'll be having my oral surgury in just under two hours after that i'll be mia for a few days trying to recover and hopefully not in two much pain. later readers -V

This is my new Best friend.... I see this thing more then my friends and family. Tuesday workout of shame tally 52 minutes of cardio and 400 calories

workout of shame tally Friday night 40 minutes and 350 calories Saturday morning 30 minutes and 300 calories Sunday night 1 hour of cardio and 400 calories

I realized something yesterday. Happiness is a long road. One that includes a lot of turns and pauses needed to find our correct location. Yesterday marked my Aunt Vera’s 3rd marriage and for the first time in a long time I saw my aunt truly happy. There she stood in front of friends and family marrying a man she truly loved, her daughter giving her to him to share. For as long as I can remember my aunt Vera has been searching for the perfect love in the process she found 2 men who couldn't really love her the way he needed to and a daughter who would love her for an eternity. This new man in my aunts life loves her for who she is and as any good match should he loves her not to correct her but to stand beside her as she grows each day. While at the wedding I also watched my great uncle Harry sit beside his new girlfriend a woman he cares for deeply as was evident from the look of happiness in his eyes which is way we all understood, that at the age of 66 only a few years a...

So after leaving later then i wanted, having to go threw dental work, getting lost in LA, Hollywood and Glendale, don't ask i'll explain later. And finding parking in a lot that still ended up giving me a ticket, 35 dollars bastard cop. I finally arrived at Silverchair last night at 8:34 just in time to get to the front row for a Show that seriously shaped my world and put me in my happy place for a long fucking time. The Show was amazing the band played all my favorite songs and my favorite member chris was literally in front of me the whole show. aww I love that sweaty hot ozzy boy. And take a few good pictures with my cell phone to remember the night made it all amazing. It was an amazing night. I loved ever fucking minute of it from jokes about pot smoking jungle animals to bringing an actual baby on stage my boys in silverchair are all class. Silverchair live is like choclate you love it from the second you get a taste and all you ever want is another shot at the sweet tr...

Da na da na da na da na da na Okay so I was stuck at the dentist for a little over an hour getting the worlds biggest cavity filled today. It was long painful and it means that i'll spend the rest of the day trying to get used to the filling. In other news I'll be leaving for Silverchair in like an hour and 20 minutes. I can't wait i get to see The Best Band On Earth perform live!!!! I am so Happy I don't even Care that My teeth are killing me or that i need to fix my hair and deal with Down Town LA Traffic. all that matters is the Music. K well I better go the flat iron is a calling.

A Night out with Nadia and our old friend Beer... So ya after a long week of working i spent a few hours at a carppy club with nadia and niyaz listening to crappy local bands.

It's been one of those weeks where today tomorrow and yesterday all seem like the same day. Wednesday consisted of a dentist appointment for my bi-yearly checkup now considering i go to the dentist monthly one would think they'd bother to pock around a bit once in a while but alas no such luck. At any rate the official dentist report was i had only one cavity and surprise suprise i need oral surgery to remove all four of my wisdom teeth which are apparently coming in sideways. go figure only my life would be coming to me at an angle. I'll be going under the knife on the 9 Th of march yay me. and i get to take a whole week off work to recover. here's hoping i recover in 3 days and spend the other 4 going to the beach. doubtful but still..... As for the nine to five well work is doing that thing where it hits a nice routine i can live with, if i stay quiet and keep my nose clean maybe just maybe I'll get the fuck out of there before my soul i...

To Do's for Life 1) Write a best seller 2) Win a Pulitzer 3) * See Silverchair live in concert 4) * See NIN live in concert 5) *Graduate college 6) Travel across Europe 7) Work for the LA Times / Ny Times 8) * Go to Australia 9) Buy a Beach House 10) Drink tea in Japan 11) Move to NY 12) Visit every state in the United States 13) * See Brendan Fehr in person 14) * see Daniel Johns live and in person 15) * See Everclear 16) Make a million dollars 17) Get out of La Verne 18) Get married before I'm 35 19) * Be in two places at once 20) Meet the President (Not A Bush) 21) * Be nice to someone I don't like 22) * Witness a miracle 23) * Learn Armenian 24) Bungee jump 25) * Clime the Sydney harbor bridge 26) Rock Clime 27) *See Tool perform live 28) Surf in Hawaii 29) Sky Dive 30) Sail the Caribbean 31) * Change a person's life for the better 32) Fall in Love 33) * Get a Tatt...

Being in two places at once. stradeling the city limit line of fullerton and la habra totally counts if you take a picture of it. -V picture to be added soon

Highlights from my weekend Some people write long drawn out explanations of the weekends that make there life better, me I do it in bulletins. Seeing Everclear live and in concert at the house of blues on sunset. Without question one of the best shows of my life. Driving down PCH with Jacklin and Nick for the fuck of it. Riding on the back of a Davidson and knowing that this is what I want to do for the rest of my life, just got to find me a bike or a guy with one. California adventures with Crystal, riding rides were too old for and remembering why we'll never be too old for Disney. Visiting my auntie and remembering what it feels like to be loved for simply being able to breath. Burning 510 calories in an hour at the gym. Texting a guy I’m into without being forced to. Finding out my favorite cousin is starting his own business. Getting Coachella tickets for all 3 days, and getting a cool hotel room for said ...

I'm exosted but happy, another long day at work an even more tiring night at the gym 2 hours yesterday hour and a half today just call me workout girl. i start my 4 days off tomorrow looking forward to the break in the daily schedual. as for the other nonsense. Food intake a wheat bagle with a table spoon of nonfat cream cheese a olive garden potato soup and bowl of salad two bread sticks one big bite of chocolate moose cake . (a girl has to enjoy some luxuries) subway six inch club no mayo no cheese Workout of Shame : Tally 451 calories between the treadmill and the eliptical 30 minutes weight training on arms and uper body

lets see my day where to begin i woke up around 7 got dressed and left for work with nadia around 9:30 i spent 9 hours at my lovely job then drove home only to get back in my car and head to orange county for a two hour workout season with my favorite people on earth. Workout of same running tally 320 calories on the cardio machines 15 minutes on the weight training machines 25 minutes in the pool laps laps laps you do the math i'm over it but i love working out with the crazy's it makes me feel good and bonus i have this crazy buzz around midnight that can only be calmed down by a bit of writing and a reminder of why i love my life. k gotta sleep later readers

"you will become an accomplished writer." I have to wonder, do cookies really know who they are going to end up with and if so does that mean that my cookie is trying to tell me to get off my butt and get back to my career of choice instead of the one i fell into. here is hoping the cookie says yes. News in notes: * I got my hotel for coachella. * I am seeing everclear friday * I got tickets for silverchair for next month * I've worked the last 5 days in a row and will be working another 2 before i have any time off *I got to see Crystal today for the first time in weeks and plan out a trip on pch for the weekend.

There are few acts in life that feel as good as picking up a book and reading it from cover to cover. What people forget is just how many books there are out there in the world and as you finish one who among us isn't tempted to pick up another and start the journey again. This weeks reading list "Forever in blue" "What I know now" "Fresno Stories" "I love everybody, and other atrocious lies"

Plan for the day Workout of shame with personal trainer/workout nazi, prior to that shopping with the nick and of course read read read. K to be updated later with actual states later readers Totals 350 calories burned a walk around the block in orange and a conversation with a friend i hadn't seen in weeks -V

One day i'll figure out exactly what i want and how to get it one day i'll have time energy money fame . right now all i have is stuff to do and no desire to get any of it done.

Okay so I already had a gym pass to LA Fitness But did I use it, No. did i like the location no. did i even have any friends who still had passes to go with me. NO. So I got a new pass to 24 hour fitness and made nick get one with me. thus i have a gym buddy and a new location that i Like. Thus My workout of shame 160 calories

The new silverchair Album will be released on March 31 2007 this day and I must have it!!!!!!! Why are they punishing me taking an extra 3 months on an album that was due for release on the 31st of December. In other silverchair news which only i care about there website chairpage is revamping for the new album and will be relaunch on the 29th of January. That is all.

See The world needs to recognize just how awsome a sister i truly am, on my day off i chose to wake up at 4:40am get dressed and drive my sister and her friend to the trainstation in fullerton to catch a train to San Francisco. now at 6:38am I'm home awake and have no ability to go to sleep so I blame my sister for my renewed use of my gym pass. thanks sis. I forced Nick to apply for a second job yesterday and got him a 30 day free gym pass to 24 hour fitness so basically i'm the greatest friend ever as i have set one of this years resolutions as "Making people i care about change there lives for the better." and dear Nick is my first victim. Well time to get moving again gotta put on the sports bra and sneakers and head to the gym. I shall report more later. -Miss. Virginia