Can it just be friday already

3 more days till my 7s.
Counting the days, hours, minutes, till thursday is a bit of a daunting task. As I prep myself for a test that has been hovering over my head for over a month. Always getting closer sometime crushing me with its presents but always there behind my minds eye.
I wondered for a while if I'd ever reach these days the moments just before where all I can do is push and focus and pray that I get the scores I need and can move on to the next step on this road trip.
It truly is exosting readers with black circles under my eyes a knot in my stomic and a throbing pain behind my eyes I honestly just want friday to arrive to get me past this time and on to something a bit more pleasent.
Like another big test hiding just behind this mountain top.
Wish me luck readers
Your tired hero

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