New Year same me



Sometimes all you can do in life is be yourself. I'm living each day like I'm promised tomorrow, and yet I know I'm not so i hope, hope that somehow life will just change for me.
I know that I'm stuck in a rut but what can you do sometimes life just gets you stuck and the idea of change is just mortifying. So you play your part, live your life and wonder what tomorrow will provide for you. I used to dream about a future that would make others take notice lately tho i think I'd rather just have a life that makes me happy.... but for not I'll take what I've got working, great big crazy family, surrounded by amazing friends, a chance for my LA Kings to Make the playoffs. what more can a girl really ask for.
Well i guess there are a few things, lets see i want love, money, power, adventure.... a winning kings season. But I can wait for all that at least for a while.

later readers
your Lost Hero...

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